I appreciate/respect your position. I think that's why I like you too much. We agreed we wasn't doing all that lovey dovey shit. Then here my heart goes...
“shifts. something is shifting. i have felt it since my 3*th journey around the sun begun. i sensed it. like an incoming moment. on the horizon. bounding over rolling hills. i heard it. deep within….like a whisper in the wind. things are changing. it’s upon me now….i’m tired of survival mode.” 😭
Today the pain doesn't hurt as much as it did yesterday. Slowly Im gettin back to myself. I felt so lost without her. Gone out of my life after 7yrs. I'm slowly finding my way back. Not rushing, its not a race but a slow trot to healthy healing. A healthy healed heart and a healthier mindset
‘i hardly crave anything more than to leave this earth a depleted soul because i have exhausted every creative avenue my mind could fathom.’
I complete want this in my life
Exhaustion in one hand and ease in the other. The ease is from being present exhaustion worrying about tomorrow. Just being in this moment is enough
I appreciate/respect your position. I think that's why I like you too much. We agreed we wasn't doing all that lovey dovey shit. Then here my heart goes...
Control is just an illusion
i'd love to explore this page of your journal to find the evidence. i know many people consider it an illusion as well. i'm still undecided.
“shifts. something is shifting. i have felt it since my 3*th journey around the sun begun. i sensed it. like an incoming moment. on the horizon. bounding over rolling hills. i heard it. deep within….like a whisper in the wind. things are changing. it’s upon me now….i’m tired of survival mode.” 😭
Today the pain doesn't hurt as much as it did yesterday. Slowly Im gettin back to myself. I felt so lost without her. Gone out of my life after 7yrs. I'm slowly finding my way back. Not rushing, its not a race but a slow trot to healthy healing. A healthy healed heart and a healthier mindset